KJK

Had a good H2H yesterday, and it really got me thinking. About a lot of things. Did I make the right decision back then? I don't know. I'll never know. I guess I just gotta make the best out of the present now. There's nothing I can do to change the past anyway. Sure, scars would be left, but those would just remind me of the lessons I learnt throughout these 17 years.

(This part may be boring so whoever's reading this can just skip it. Provided there are people reading haha) So...Kim Jong Kook's in Singapore now. And it's an hour away from his fanmeet at IMM. Before all you non-kpoppers judge, there's a reason why I like his songs so much. YES, his SONGS. They're so full of emotion and meaning. His songs accompanied me through a very difficult phase of my life last year, and gave me strength. There's this song called 'Men are all like that', that I really love. Being a guy himself, he's able to convey the message on how guys are all (mostly) the same.
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Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any different.
I valued you at first but then I left you.
Men are all like that, I wouldn’t be any special.
I had all of your heart but then I left.
Men are all like that.

Women are all like that, you wouldn’t be any different.
You knew my heart but you hoped that I’d return.
Women are all like that, you wouldn’t be any special.
You knew it wasn’t but hoped that I would be your last.
Women are all like that
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So it's an hour till his fanmeet. And I'm not going. Somehow it doesn't feel right having to pay to see him. His songs mean so much to me, I feel that I should just keep them to myself. It wouldn't make a difference whether I see him or not (I guess) alright in case I sound like a crazy fan-girl, I shall stop here.

So... Touch rugby trials were yesterday. Oh gosh I hope I didn't screw it up too badly. (Please let me get in) and also I realized how shitty my stamina and fitness was...so time to gym tomorrow!!

Chem physics and math are currently killing me. Anyone wants to give my free tuition? It'd be greatly appreciated hahaha.

Alrighty time to study now. (or at least attempt to) goodbye world.