New Start

So I've decided to start this blog again. Not like anyone would read it.. But I just need a space to say things, to let out some steam. So I deleted all the precious posts and now, this marks the beginning of my next course in life.

17. Already. Doesn't really seem real just yet. It's like I was in secondary 1 just yesterday. I feel old, honestly. Hahaha.

Last year was unforgettable. O'level year really drained me. Everyone was so focused on studying and doing well and somehow I turned on my 'mugger mode' as well.

But other than the studying, a lot of memories were created in 2012. I've learnt alot last year.

I've learnt that complacency kills.

I've learnt that hard work DOES pay off.

I've learnt that people aren't what they seem. The people who are the closest to you, just end up hurting you the most. 'Cause I let them in, they know what kills me. And they do. People will turn your weakness against you. And those who you think will never hurt you, will.

I've learnt to let go too. It doesn't make sense holding on to someone/something that doesn't want to stay. Eventually, you'll have to lose it. So I understood what it meant to let go. Especially things/people that hurt me. It hurts at first, then I realize I may be better off without them. Maybe.

So this pretty much sums up 2012 for me. Of course there're the good things as wel. I've learnt who my true friends are, who are those that I can really trust. And I don't really trust anyone now. But I'm thankful for those whose friendships have proven to me that I can trust them.

To 2013, please be good to me.

Love, V.