That's just..life.

We always want the thing we can't have.
We always like the things that are bad for us.
We want to keep the things that hurt us the most.
We love the people who don't love us.
That's just human I guess.

I don't know why I did it. But it really does feel a lot better. At least there's some closure now and I'm not left over thinking things again. I mean yeah it sucks. It really does. I haven't cried in so long but honestly, it felt good to. To just let out everything. I expected it, well then maybe I don't have a right to be sad. But there's was that tiny glimmer of hope that I had. I guess I can let it down now. Maybe things will change, okay actually definitely. Things always change. But for better or for worse..we'll see I guess. But I appreciate honesty. So thank you :')

For now, life goes on, sad or not.

And things will get better. They always do :)